February 2012
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Every person I interact with...
dr0pthegun:
This is all I want to do. With dispassionate sincerity.
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January 2012
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BYOB
After picking up all the fallen, spoiled fruit I can’t believe I’m hanging up my hopes again. To ripen? Probably rot. And I’ll get drunk on the fermented remains. Repeat cycle. Join metaphorical AA: a support group of one. Try to do better. I’ll stumble on my way up the twelve steps and reduce my pace to a crawl. But I will find my way up, I always do.
Establishing the...
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"The Talk," a 2012 redux.
Tad: When a man and a woman.... or a man and a man... or a woman and a woman... or a man and an animal... or a woman and an animal... or a person and any other object, love each other very much, they express that love by inserting, or accepting, parts. Do you understand?
Me: ....yes....
Tad: Good. I'm glad we had this talk.
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The fine print.
Common side effects of majoring in film may include excessive analysis of subtle themes, obsessive attention to technique, bouts of pronounced feminism and having normal people avoid seeing movies with you.
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the bends
dictionaryofobscuresorrows:
n. frustration that you’re not enjoying an experience as much as you should, even something you’ve worked for years to attain, which prompts you to plug in various thought combinations to try for anything more than static emotional blankness, as if your heart had been accidentally demagnetized by a surge of expectations.
See also: finishing undergrad.
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December 2011
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Every ten minutes, I recycle.
The winter break for people who are going back to school isn’t even over and I’m already maddening uncomfortable and restless. I’m not going back. I am done with undergrad. I was convinced I needed time off. All I want now is something big to do. Someone to assign something to me. I feel fucking pointless. Useless. Like I’ve already started wasting away. I am lost and...
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